Months had past I thought this feeling would never end.. My heart was so tired of hoping, dreaming that one day my best friend will return the feeling that I have to him.
One day I woke up in the morning and realized that the feeling is gone. My mind finally opened for those crazy things that I thinking.. My heart finally beats normal.My life goes back the way it was. I finally accepted that we can't be together. That we're only meant for just being friends.
Before my life was focused on him.. Almost everyday we talked.. Talk about things that we can remember just to have some topic. I forgot to have communication with my other friends. I thought then that his only the friend that I need, a friend that I want..
I thought heart don't get tired when it comes to love. But I was wrong. Heart gets tired waiting for the love to bring it back. Heart get tired because of the pain that it felt. That it get tired of giving love to the person who's heart is like a stone. It get tired in hoping and dreaming..
Anyway, I thanked him because of the things that I've learned. That its not good if love doesn't return by the guy that we love.. That hoping and dreaming that someday the guy that we love will love us also was a big mistake. These can only make our heartaches..
